Have you ever seen a heart torn apart?
Look at mine!
Have you ever seen a soul getting darker and darker?
Look at mine!
You can't see my bloody tears,
Behind my smiling mask.
You can't feel my heart breaking,
Under all this fancy clothes.
You can't here me scream for mercy,
Cause you always just laugh –
Too loud to here anything apart from it.
And you don't even recognize,
That it was you,
Stinging the knife in my chest.
You don't see
How you make me suffer.
Open your eyes before it's to late.
Cause I can't stand this pain,
I can't stand this anguish.
Can't stand all your lies.
I can not stand my life anymore
You make m
It was more then once,
That you broke my heart.
It wasn't easy,
To put it back together every time again.
My soul is gone,
Already a long time.
And I know,
It wont return.
My life is done.
My destiny is predetermined.
The end is near.
Only one question left.
Will you stop me?
You know, I know it.
I know what you did!
But I won't blame only you,
I'll blame her too!
She got big tits,
and soft lips.
You were weak,
Didn't care about the cheat!
You didn't care
That at the place you were,
you and me were together.
And you pomised its you and me forever!
And now it stucks in my head...
You did it with her in my bed!!!
Es tut alles weh!
Mein Koerper windet sich in Schmerzen.
Jede Beruehrung ist eine Qual.
Deine Augen brennen in meinem Herz.
Dein Kuss erstickt meine Seele.
Es ist alles so voller Hass.
Ohne Liebe und Hoffnung.
Deine Umarmungen sind wie Peitschenhiebe!
Ein Wort von dir
Und das Echo der Ohrfeige schallt lange nach!
Deine Liebe toetet mich,
aber ohne dich kann ich nicht leben!
My heart stoped beating.
Trying to force it not to give up now.
Tying to pretend I can be strong- without you
being right next to me,
being were you belong-
by my side.
Trying to keep on going-
step by step.
Blurry view, can't see straight,
can't see the goal anymore.
i keep on going,
pretending to be strong.
Just like you always wanted me.
Restless nights
starring into nothing.
Mu life turned pitchblack.
I can hear them laughing,
just because I've been such a fool,
falling in love with you.
You choose the rulez,
Not even letting me know,
what game I just joined.
Pushed into the playground.
Left alone with no hints.
A whistle...
A flash...
An explosion...
Molten Metal cutting through the rush of burning heart.
You died...
It was my fault.
Cut off from everything,
feeling the purity of rush,
Burning away the care of life,
You died because of me
I walked out of your life,
The same way I walked out of countless lives
I just turned around and walked
I never looked back
Letting go
Not even knowing why
I tried to make you see,
How difficult it was.
I crawled into a shell
Where you couldn't reach me anymore.
I told you to leave me alone
My voice bouncing off the walls
It was kind of a non-stop trauma.
twenty-four hours a day
Seven days
When I woke up this morning,
I knew its gonna be my last.
Black Birds flying outside my window
Telling me the bad news.
walking in trance
celebrating the end of my life.
Hope you are proud of youself
Proud that you are the one giving me the rest.
The one who makes me going to an other world
Maybe a better world, maybe a world even worse than this.
I'll let you know